From now on, I will think more about the horizon that opens in front of me. I am awake, but sometimes I feel that I am asleep, and I thrust myself into darkness filled with hatred and grief, joy and regret; I am submerged by sad memories. That darkness was caused by passing clouds that will never come back. Awareness should be the bright light, rather than the flickering light that just happens for a short while.
The turn-around on the path comes from my weakness, my fearfulness, my narrow-mindedness, and my self-limitation. I should let my soul open for compassion and loving-kindness to fill me with the invincible light.
The threadlike border between limitation and compassion will henceforth become a solid wall to prevent destruction. It should be a fortress, as hard as steel and rock.
I do have to win myself, and my limited ego, so that from now on my arms can embrace the new horizon. This new horizon is uniquely filled with compassion and creativity, equilibrium, truth. And the greatest love will pour out into all the oceans.